I have more friends now than I did growing up, and I only have 1.
friends to me, are humans who you know the physical embodiment of, by the way, you’re all lovely people but no one here is a “friend” 'cause no one here could ever come round to my house and I can finally sweep the dust of this second dreamcast controller, and play powerstone 2.
my growing up was so fucking lonely, If I didn’t have games aimed at people alone, single player, I would be the most depressed angsty, spiteful piece of shit ever right now.
thank you ANY and ALL single game designers, people like me needed you growing up.
sorry guys I’m feeling really shitty today and I may or not have reflected those feelings onto here, the first media form I laid my fingers on, tears were in my eyes for a few of these messages. Apologies to anyone offended.
yo, no problem man, it saddens me, but don’t be so hard on yourself k? There’s no reason to call yrself a pos RLY. From what we can see here yr a decent dude, so just take it ez. Stuff gets better with time usually. One day u’ll find the love of yr life, and then u’ll be the happiest dude, and before u know it yr friend(s) will be complaining u never have time for them anymore.
It’s normal to have feelings and express them man ^^ you don’t need to apologise for opening up.
You’re the nicest person that has ever held me at gun point, If you feel like talking to somebody and you see me conected on Steam (Even playing, don’t worry) Hit me up
I woke up late and we talking about childhoods and mine was all avoiding real life and going into games xD so it just all mixed up in there, I’d not had my morning smoke yet either. thanks you for all the support, even if it was only a little breakdown xD
lol, there’s quite the difference between remembering yr kids’ names and what day of the week it is; I also raise (well, we raise them together ofc, but I’m the breadwinner ) my wife’s 2 sons btw (and no, those are not included in the 9, but i do have one son who died due to a birth defect when he was only 5 days old [there was a possibility of saving him with an operation, but sadly he was too weak to survive that], which was the hardest thing I’ve ever been through, and i do include him ofc); their father died in a car accident when they were very young (only 2 years old and 2 months old)
[not sure why im sharing all this here, lol, but i guess it goes with my previous comments of having nothing to hide i guess]
thanks you for all the support, even if it was only a little breakdown xD
) my wife’s 2 sons btw (and no, those are not included in the 9, but i do have one son who died due to a birth defect when he was only 5 days old [there was a possibility of saving him with an operation, but sadly he was too weak to survive that], which was the hardest thing I’ve ever been through, and i do include him ofc); their father died in a car accident when they were very young (only 2 years old and 2 months old)