Please do not hit the like button for my post. Nothing wrong with liking anyone else’s post here (and I encourage it), but just not this one post from me please.
After all this time, I still have no words to post here. I keep typing and deleting so this is going to take me a while as I continue to waste time not posting anything.
I don’t know how to express myself and I doubt I will ever be able to here.
I don’t have the words to emphasize how someone who makes each person she talks to happier can be taken from us.
How someone so young and studying in University would be forced to leave against her will.
I don’t know how to express how I feel, knowing a car crash is what separates her from her family and friends. The people who care about her can’t see her anymore. Because of a car crash. Because of a failed overtake. I don’t know how they feel. I could say devastated, but that word isn’t enough to describe it. I don’t have the words to describe any of this.
Someone with such a strong passion for gaming, but lacks the financial security to afford such a hobby. Someone who contributes to both the Chrono.gg and Steam Community as her way of enjoying video game culture. Someone who would write a full review when asked to do a brief first impression, because she’s passionate and loves gaming that much. Now she’s denied all of this.
I don’t know what to say. I can’t think of any words to express how I feel, can’t speculate on how those close to her feel. These words feel weak and there isn’t a language I can use to truly show what this is to all of us and the impact she left behind and what she can no longer have because it was taken from her.
I’m furious, and yet I’m not, because the word furious doesn’t reflect how I really feel. It isn’t enough.
So, I got nothing for you all. I have nothing to say. Because I can’t think of anything to say. I’m sorry.
Hey Carmela, I want to thank you for making me happier when we privately chatted. Thank you for that review when I only asked for a first impression. I’m very sorry to find out you’re leaving and haven’t fully realized that we’re parting ways. I want to try to express more about how I feel, but this isn’t about me. Just let me say goodbye all right? I appreciate that.
Farewell my fellow Awesome Person. I miss you.
Reply to @TheEthicalPixel below: I hope so.
Reply to @Buzzyboii below: Stay awesome.